From the depths pt. 4

Ten years ago (is a real long time!) I wrote this stuff. I was in an odd place one could say. The events and people in my life opened me up in ways that I could only dream of. Now I dont think im as open as I was so long ago. Ten years ago I was courting/fighting my wife, some of this was written in response to the events that brought us together. Some is a response and some is an answer from the Darkness, she who I once and I would say still in my way follow. The Divine Feminine has been my constant guide and mistress, I have served Her on an as needed basis for longer then I can remember. Though I can not hear the voice from the other side clearly they still do speak to me when its needed. And what lies below these words is that voice, Her voice....

and so the Darkness spreads Her wings
and covers the Earth in shadows
and all the creatures that inhabit
the Earth hide there heads in shame and fear
but there are those that have know of Her coming
and they look upon Her with Love and Hope
for there time is at hand
and the Earth will never be the same
for the Darkness is with them
and none shall prevent them from there task
they will succeed and in the end
the Earth will and its creatures will be free
from the tyranny of the Light
and so it begins
and so shall it end
in Darkness
the Mother of us all.... 


this is the time
when all things
come to their end
and all things
come to their beginning
the circle continues
unstoppable by the hand of man
now and forever
the wheel will turn
as it has for all time
sense the time when
it was first put into motion
and even they must abide
the turning of the wheel
the time draws near
the end of one
the beginning of another
are you with us
or against us
your path lies before you
which will you take 


This next one was written as a response to something a friend wrote in their blog. Some of these scribble's of mine are, how shall I put this. I react to words in one of two ways, those written by someone or spoken, typically my response is my own. Other time, rarer now then it was back in the day, She has something to say and so the general impression, tone, force of Her message is pressed upon me, and I must respond. It is interesting as the urgency to express these feelings has as well as the pain the pressure of it all puts on one's head. I am usually typing or speaking so fast I dont know whats coming next it just pours forth uninhibited...

and so may the sunrise never come
let Darkness spread Her wings and shroud the
Earth in perpetual Night
and then we can come out and play
safe from the harsh glare of day
to be ourselves no matter what others say
to hell with everyone I will be me
and no one will stop me from being me
and if they dont like it
then there no friend of mine
and no friend of mine
would let me be something im not
they would let me be ME
so may the sunrise never come
only the Darkness that I know
and there shall i play
in the embracing folds of Nights wings
with my true friends and kin
and be
me
and no one else 


death comes to us
takes us by the hand
and leads us onward
from this life
to the next
from this ending
to that beginning
from this world
to the next
death comes for us
in many ways
and many forms
how i long for death
but death wont take me
death needs me
and a promise holds
death at bay
but alas for me
for i am death
and death is you
how sad is this
that death cant take us
when all the world is dying
love will keep us here
love of death
love of each other
someone to die for
someone to live for
i love you 

This last may have been written for my wife, or the Darkness, perhaps in a way it was for both of them.
Ten years ago I met some interesting but deeply troubled individuals and my life was never the same. Or perhaps I never changed, just opened up an unused/unneeded side of myself so as to bring to them the change they so desperately needed...